i will hold up the light to guide u back to me... i miss you..

{Thursday, August 25, 2011}

Hello Woodstock,

Hope that you are fine... I am sure you are good... :)
It's been 4years since the very special day. 25/8
Not sure if you remember. But for me, I do.
Not that I have good memory, it is just that the memories are good and unforgettable.
Thank you for everything. Hope that we will start talking to each other again.
Not forgetting what you taught me, LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.
Take care :)

Snoopy

"I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides"

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{Wednesday, August 17, 2011}

will i ever get over u? will i? i still dunno.... save me

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{Wednesday, May 19, 2010}

in that still and
settled place
there's nobody
but you
you're where i breathe
my oxygen
you're where i see
my view
and when the world
feels full of noise
my heart knows
what to do
it finds that still and
settled place
and dances there
with you

:: edward monkton

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秋千直能往前后摇，似乎表答了我进退两难处境。

这双手就象那两条绳子，紧紧的握着铁棒，牵挂着你。

适当的推动力能带来欢乐。

但别太用力推我，你会累而我会怕。

何时能再回到象那纯真的童年，无忧无虑的日子。

再一次地推我吧！

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{Sunday, May 16, 2010}

LASIK over.. glad that i can see well and see you again...

i dreamt abt u last week.... we were tgt somewhere oversea... its weird cuz the place is a fusion of aussie n japan... we were in bullet train going somewhere.... you wore this jacket i gave you which i have not even get for u in real life... i wonder if i will get to see this jacket... somehow this trip reminds me of us going KL back then... i miss you...

Glad that u came over with the girls last nite... hope u enjoyed urself... and i dreamt of you again... its only for a short moment though... you just said... it's been 3yrs... i saw u wearing like winter wear and all in red... i wonder what it means... i love you...

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{Monday, May 3, 2010}

Baby... thank you for spending a evening with me... you have no idea how much it means to me... because i will be doing my LASIK in a few hours time... all surgery have risk... so just in case if anything go wrong (choy), i hope at least you are the last person that i saw and in my mind i was snapping photos of you....

no matter how many time i say i love you it just wont be enough to express my love for you.... last nite once again prove how much i really do love you... i used to feel so sad but not anymore... i am just happy to see you and know that you are happy...

soon you will be going away... i really hope i still be able to contact you... i want to go over and visit you...

the two years will be the real test for my love for you... i already waited for 2years... baby.. i know who am i, i know who you are, who can make me happy and who matter to me the most... its you... if the next 2years can exchange for an eternity of love with you... the wait is well worth it... i am just afraid maybe is not i cant wait but my life end before it... (choy again) at least for sure u know i love you....

this song endless love is for you...

[LV:]
My love
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's right
Oh yeah
[Mariah:]
My first love (yeah)
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make

[both:]
(Oh)
And I
(And I)
I want to share
All my love with you, hey yeah
No-one else will do (mh)
And your eyes (your eyes, your eyes)
They tell me how much you care
Oh, yes
You will always be
My endless love
Oh yeah

Two hearts
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun
And forever (forever)
I'll hold you close in my arms
I can't resist your charms
No no no no (no no no)

And I
(And I)
I'd be a fool
For you, I'm sure
You know I don't mind (no, you know I don't mind)
'Cause baby you (baby, baby, baby, baby)
You mean the world to me, yeah
I know I've found in you
My endless love

[instrumetal break]
Yeah (yeah)
Do do, do dooo, do do do

Whooooa
And I
I'd play the fool
For you, (for you baby) I'm sure
You know I don't mind (you know I don't mind)
Oh, yes
You'd be the only one
'Cause no-one can't deny
This love I have inside
And I'll give it all to you
My love (my love, my love)
My my my
My endless love

Mmh
My love

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{Friday, April 23, 2010}

hey birdy... i miss you... even though i dun tell u directly... but i hope u know abt this blog where i keep my love for u... i need a place to keep you where no one else know know who we are but on we know...

its been 2yrs since we go our own ways... someone i still hope we will cross each other's path n never life again... this song is for u... i not sure if you can fully understand the lyrics so i will translate for u...

ok the title itself 星光依旧灿烂 means starlight is still shining brightly

星光依旧灿烂真心依旧没有改变

the starlight is still shinning brightly and real love did not change at all

有了泪和汗才能洗净离和悲欢 with tears and swear, then can we wash away all emotions of separation, gathering, sadness and happiness

有你才会有今天有承诺才有明天

because there is you, there is today, because there is promises, there is tomorrow

终于回到我们相约的地方 finally back to the place where we met

你永远都是我的最初

you are always my very first

永远都是我的开始

always my start

就像天和地永远彼此承诺彼此 just like how the sky and earth will always have each other and promise each other

曾经惆怅的回顾曾经辛酸的祝福 those painful and sad memories in the past and those heart-wrenching blessings

都再有情岁月里

写下一页的永恒的故事 all written in a page in the eternity story

回来是我唯一的诺言 coming back is my only promise

相聚是我所有的期盼

meeting you is all that i looking forward to

青春是一条无诲的路

youth is a road with no regrets

彩虹是心连着心化成的誓言

rainbow is connecting heart to heart and transform by promises

风雨过后一一浮现

after the storm, one after another surface

this song explain most of what i am feeling now... maybe we will meet again maybe we wont... but after the storm things will all surface... meeting you is all that i looking forward... i really love you i really do.. it may sounds cheesy but this is what i really wanna do... hold your hands, whisper into ur ears and tell you that i love you...

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