last nite i went mambo.... how i wish i can go with u... i heard this song... especially for you... reminds me of u.... i miss you birdy...
[* Jason singing]
[+ both Kylie and Jason singing]

[1a:]
Especially for you
I wanna let you know what I was going through
All the time we were apart
I thought of you
You were in my heart
My love never changed
I still feel the same

[1b:]
*Especially for you
*I wanna tell you I was feeling that way too
*And if dreams were wings, you know
*I would have flown to you
*To be where you are
No matter how far
+And now that I'm next to you

[1c:]
*No more dreaming about tomorrow
*Forget the loneliness and the sorrow
I've got to say
+It's all because of you

[CHORUS:]
+And now we're back together, together
+I wanna show you my heart is oh so true
+And all the love I have is
+Especially for you

[2:]
Especially for you
I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me
*How I'm certain that our love was meant to be
*You changed my life
You showed me the way
+And now that I'm next to you

*I've waited long enough to find you
*I wanna put all the hurt behind you
Oh,
+And I wanna bring out all the love inside you,
+Oh

[CHORUS:]

You were in my heart
My love never changed

[1c:]

[CHORUS:]
[repeat & fade]

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i was your world..
the planet that you used to breathe in..
your eden, your comfort, your joy..
resources depleted..
i forced you to leave me..
you deserved something better..

now that you found your new shelter,
the path back to my world is sealed...
i am just like pluto,
chunk at the end of the solar system...
neglected, frozen, lonely, forgotten...
a familiar territory became so foreign..

i shall sleep in darkness,
till the sun draws nearer to me again..
i guess it will never happen...
strike me with a meteor,
combust into dust,
shall never exist again...

shattered universe by erubin

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everyday i woke up with morning dew on my eyes,
my vision is blurred,
tears became the additional cornea..
the protective layer will soon roll down...
reaches my heart,
is that my medication for the heart broken wound?
or is it causing more pain by corroding it?

alcohol took me away from reality,
spurt out the truth that i love you.
alcohol intoxicated my blood,
serve as an analgesic drug,
but my heart keep pumping the pain.
not even liquid nitrogen can numb it.

i cant sleep,
i will have nightmare.
i cant wake up,
i will face reality again.
euthanise me,
stop this ambivalent situation.

Inevitable Pain - Erubin