birdy.... i thought i can move on after we talked that time in end jan... i thought i really can... but i still cant... its not i dun want... its just i cant... i fall for u so deep that i reach a point of no return... i know we cant be tgt now cuz u going away soon and i know u dun believe in long distance r/s.... to me loving u without u loving me back its just like long distance... cuz i can never touch you at all... i just want u to know i still love you very much and i am just happy living in the memories we had... no one gonna steal that away from me... and i hope to slowly blog about all and each incident here so if i even lose my memories i hope i can find my way back here to retrieve it....
its been almost 2yrs since i broke up with u... i still cant forgive myself... i am in a conflict with myself... if we did continue back then will we still love each other as much as how much i love u now?? the break up made me realised how much i love and how happy i were... yes... i were happy.. real happy... i can say our 8months was really the most happiest time in my life... how often do we all can be continously happy for 8months? sometime i wonder if u miss my nagging? hahaa... i cant believe i am soooo naggy at u... hahaha but u know i care thats why i nag like ur mum!!
birdy... i just want u to know... i know its impossible for us to be tgt cuz u going away... all i hope is for us to close up the gap n bridge between us and have u as my best friend once again... if the right time come by again i hope we can be in love and together again and i wont want to lose you again.... once bitten twice shy... i love you....
