{Friday, April 23, 2010}


hey birdy... i miss you... even though i dun tell u directly... but i hope u know abt this blog where i keep my love for u... i need a place to keep you where no one else know know who we are but on we know...

its been 2yrs since we go our own ways... someone i still hope we will cross each other's path n never life again... this song is for u... i not sure if you can fully understand the lyrics so i will translate for u...

ok the title itself 星光依旧灿烂 means starlight is still shining brightly
星光依旧灿烂真心依旧没有改变
the starlight is still shinning brightly and real love did not change at all
有了泪和汗才能洗净离和悲欢 with tears and swear, then can we wash away all emotions of separation, gathering, sadness and happiness
有你才会有今天有承诺才有明天
because there is you, there is today, because there is promises, there is tomorrow
终于回到我们相约的地方 finally back to the place where we met
你永远都是我的最初
you are always my very first
永远都是我的开始
always my start
就像天和地永远彼此承诺彼此 just like how the sky and earth will always have each other and promise each other

曾经惆怅的回顾曾经辛酸的祝福 those painful and sad memories in the past and those heart-wrenching blessings

都再有情岁月里
写下一页的永恒的故事 all written in a page in the eternity story

回来是我唯一的诺言 coming back is my only promise

相聚是我所有的期盼
meeting you is all that i looking forward to
青春是一条无诲的路
youth is a road with no regrets
彩虹是心连着心化成的誓言
rainbow is connecting heart to heart and transform by promises
风雨过后一一浮现
after the storm, one after another surface


this song explain most of what i am feeling now... maybe we will meet again maybe we wont... but after the storm things will all surface... meeting you is all that i looking forward... i really love you i really do.. it may sounds cheesy but this is what i really wanna do... hold your hands, whisper into ur ears and tell you that i love you...

[[12:45 PM;

me


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i was your world..
the planet that you used to breathe in..
your eden, your comfort, your joy..
resources depleted..
i forced you to leave me..
you deserved something better..

now that you found your new shelter,
the path back to my world is sealed...
i am just like pluto,
chunk at the end of the solar system...
neglected, frozen, lonely, forgotten...
a familiar territory became so foreign..

i shall sleep in darkness,
till the sun draws nearer to me again..
i guess it will never happen...
strike me with a meteor,
combust into dust,
shall never exist again...

shattered universe by erubin

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everyday i woke up with morning dew on my eyes,
my vision is blurred,
tears became the additional cornea..
the protective layer will soon roll down...
reaches my heart,
is that my medication for the heart broken wound?
or is it causing more pain by corroding it?

alcohol took me away from reality,
spurt out the truth that i love you.
alcohol intoxicated my blood,
serve as an analgesic drug,
but my heart keep pumping the pain.
not even liquid nitrogen can numb it.

i cant sleep,
i will have nightmare.
i cant wake up,
i will face reality again.
euthanise me,
stop this ambivalent situation.

Inevitable Pain - Erubin



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