Baby... thank you for spending a evening with me... you have no idea how much it means to me... because i will be doing my LASIK in a few hours time... all surgery have risk... so just in case if anything go wrong (choy), i hope at least you are the last person that i saw and in my mind i was snapping photos of you....
no matter how many time i say i love you it just wont be enough to express my love for you.... last nite once again prove how much i really do love you... i used to feel so sad but not anymore... i am just happy to see you and know that you are happy...
soon you will be going away... i really hope i still be able to contact you... i want to go over and visit you...
the two years will be the real test for my love for you... i already waited for 2years... baby.. i know who am i, i know who you are, who can make me happy and who matter to me the most... its you... if the next 2years can exchange for an eternity of love with you... the wait is well worth it... i am just afraid maybe is not i cant wait but my life end before it... (choy again) at least for sure u know i love you....
this song endless love is for you...
[LV:] My love There's only you in my life The only thing that's right Oh yeah [Mariah:] My first love (yeah) You're every breath that I take You're every step I make
[both:] (Oh) And I (And I) I want to share All my love with you, hey yeah No-one else will do (mh) And your eyes (your eyes, your eyes) They tell me how much you care Oh, yes You will always be My endless love Oh yeah
Two hearts Two hearts that beat as one Our lives have just begun And forever (forever) I'll hold you close in my arms I can't resist your charms No no no no (no no no)
And I (And I) I'd be a fool For you, I'm sure You know I don't mind (no, you know I don't mind) 'Cause baby you (baby, baby, baby, baby) You mean the world to me, yeah I know I've found in you My endless love
[instrumetal break] Yeah (yeah) Do do, do dooo, do do do
Whooooa And I I'd play the fool For you, (for you baby) I'm sure You know I don't mind (you know I don't mind) Oh, yes You'd be the only one 'Cause no-one can't deny This love I have inside And I'll give it all to you My love (my love, my love) My my my My endless love
Mmh My love
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i was your world..
the planet that you used to breathe in..
your eden, your comfort, your joy..
resources depleted..
i forced you to leave me..
you deserved something better..
now that you found your new shelter,
the path back to my world is sealed...
i am just like pluto,
chunk at the end of the solar system...
neglected, frozen, lonely, forgotten...
a familiar territory became so foreign..
i shall sleep in darkness,
till the sun draws nearer to me again..
i guess it will never happen...
strike me with a meteor,
combust into dust,
shall never exist again...
shattered universe by erubin
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everyday i woke up with morning dew on my eyes,
my vision is blurred,
tears became the additional cornea..
the protective layer will soon roll down...
reaches my heart,
is that my medication for the heart broken wound?
or is it causing more pain by corroding it?
alcohol took me away from reality,
spurt out the truth that i love you.
alcohol intoxicated my blood,
serve as an analgesic drug,
but my heart keep pumping the pain.
not even liquid nitrogen can numb it.
i cant sleep,
i will have nightmare.
i cant wake up,
i will face reality again.
euthanise me,
stop this ambivalent situation.
