{Sunday, May 16, 2010}

LASIK over.. glad that i can see well and see you again...

i dreamt abt u last week.... we were tgt somewhere oversea... its weird cuz the place is a fusion of aussie n japan... we were in bullet train going somewhere.... you wore this jacket i gave you which i have not even get for u in real life... i wonder if i will get to see this jacket... somehow this trip reminds me of us going KL back then... i miss you...

Glad that u came over with the girls last nite... hope u enjoyed urself... and i dreamt of you again... its only for a short moment though... you just said... it's been 3yrs... i saw u wearing like winter wear and all in red... i wonder what it means... i love you...

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i was your world..
the planet that you used to breathe in..
your eden, your comfort, your joy..
resources depleted..
i forced you to leave me..
you deserved something better..

now that you found your new shelter,
the path back to my world is sealed...
i am just like pluto,
chunk at the end of the solar system...
neglected, frozen, lonely, forgotten...
a familiar territory became so foreign..

i shall sleep in darkness,
till the sun draws nearer to me again..
i guess it will never happen...
strike me with a meteor,
combust into dust,
shall never exist again...

shattered universe by erubin

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everyday i woke up with morning dew on my eyes,
my vision is blurred,
tears became the additional cornea..
the protective layer will soon roll down...
reaches my heart,
is that my medication for the heart broken wound?
or is it causing more pain by corroding it?

alcohol took me away from reality,
spurt out the truth that i love you.
alcohol intoxicated my blood,
serve as an analgesic drug,
but my heart keep pumping the pain.
not even liquid nitrogen can numb it.

i cant sleep,
i will have nightmare.
i cant wake up,
i will face reality again.
euthanise me,
stop this ambivalent situation.

Inevitable Pain - Erubin



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