Hello Woodstock,

Hope that you are fine... I am sure you are good... :)
It's been 4years since the very special day. 25/8
Not sure if you remember. But for me, I do.
Not that I have good memory, it is just that the memories are good and unforgettable.
Thank you for everything. Hope that we will start talking to each other again.
Not forgetting what you taught me, LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST.
Take care :)

Snoopy

"I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides"

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i was your world..
the planet that you used to breathe in..
your eden, your comfort, your joy..
resources depleted..
i forced you to leave me..
you deserved something better..

now that you found your new shelter,
the path back to my world is sealed...
i am just like pluto,
chunk at the end of the solar system...
neglected, frozen, lonely, forgotten...
a familiar territory became so foreign..

i shall sleep in darkness,
till the sun draws nearer to me again..
i guess it will never happen...
strike me with a meteor,
combust into dust,
shall never exist again...

shattered universe by erubin

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everyday i woke up with morning dew on my eyes,
my vision is blurred,
tears became the additional cornea..
the protective layer will soon roll down...
reaches my heart,
is that my medication for the heart broken wound?
or is it causing more pain by corroding it?

alcohol took me away from reality,
spurt out the truth that i love you.
alcohol intoxicated my blood,
serve as an analgesic drug,
but my heart keep pumping the pain.
not even liquid nitrogen can numb it.

i cant sleep,
i will have nightmare.
i cant wake up,
i will face reality again.
euthanise me,
stop this ambivalent situation.

Inevitable Pain - Erubin